Srutakirti: I often write that Srila Prabhupada was in anxiety, or that he chanted loudly when he was upset. He instructed others to do the same. "When you are sleepy and you have rounds to finish," he once told me, "you can walk around the room and chant like I do." I know Srila Prabhupada was never sleepy, not in the way that I am sleepy. I am asleep even when I am awake. Actually the only time I am awake is when I am remembering him. In his sleep he was with Krishna just as when he was awake.